Perjuangan dapat Bangku PTN!!!

Maaf y kalo bahasanya berantakan. Gua lulusan 2018 dan dari awal kelas 12 tuh gua pengen bgt masuk Fakultas Kesehatan Masyarakat UI atau jurusan yang berbau bau manajemen. Ok lah ya langsung aja tanpa basa basi ini itu.

SNMPTN 
Gua gatau nih ya kenapa sih snmptn itu ngeliatnya alumni bgt? Loh kalo alumninya ga terlalu pinter dan masuk jurusan A misalnya, dan gua pinter mau masuk jurusan B itu tuh peluangnya KECIL karena belom ada alumni disitu. Kok gitu ya? IDK but gue milih FKM UI sama Agribisnis IPB meskipun gua tau lah ya ga ada alumni but siapa tau rejeki. Daaaaaan.... ZONK.

USMI IPB
Untuk ini gua daftar Manajemen Industri dan yaa nilai rapor gua ga bagus bagus bgt tapi ya daftar aja. Dan lagi lagi ga dapet, but still gue b aja. Ga berharap lolos. Bye 150rb

PMDKPN
Gua jurusan IPA nih jadi mungkin salah gua disini. Gua milih Manajemen Keuangan - PNJ. Dan mungkin peluangnya kecil deh jadi gagal again guys.

SBMPTN
Hmm sistem penilaian diganti H-Sebulan SBM? Mantap sih ini gua udah belajar dan bikin strategi malah diubah. Gua milih ofcourse FKM UI nomor 1, terus Gizi UI sama Agribisnis IPB. Ga lolos juga. Yaa ini agak sedih sih karena ini harapan terakhir gua masuk FKM UI. Bye 200rb

UMPN
Ini gua ngambil PNJ lagi, Manajemen keuangan dan Administrasi Bisnis. Pas ngerjain semuanya lancar banget. Soalnya kan gua nyebrang ngambil jurusan IPS jadi ya gua mtk ngerjain semua, bing semua, bindo aaa lupa berapa, eko dan akun gua sebisa gua. Dan taraaaararararra ga dapet juga gengs padahal gua yakin banyak yg bener. Bye 300rb

SPMB STAN
INI NIH YANG GUA TUNGGU TUNGGU. Selama sebulah kerjaan gua cuman bulak balik TWK,TPA,TIU dan ini seru. Gua suka dan sungguh sungguh belajar buat kampus ini. Pas ujian soalnya lumayan lancar. Semua yang gua pelajarin ada. But... TWK gua kurang 1 poin dari ambang batas jadi auto ga lolos.. hmm kebayang ga sakitnya gimana itu? Kurang 1 poin doang buat masuk rangking nasional...pas keluar gedung ujian langsung nangis parahhhh. Bye 300rb

Gua udah mau nganggur aja dulu ya setahun karena STAN itu harapan terakhir gua, but gua liat masih ada jalur masuk PNJ

UMPNJ
Ini ujian mandiri PNJ. Enaknya tuh ga ada uang pangkal ga kaya PTN lain yg jalur mandiri. Jadi this time setelah ditolak 2 kali dari PNJ ngambil jurusan IPS ya gua mencoba ngambil sesuai jurusanku. Gua milih Teknik Grafika dan TICK. Karena jurusan ini ga terlalu rame dan "mungkin" ga seberat jurusan teknik lain sehubung gua juga suka gambar gambar.
Btw ini pengumumannya masih lama, dan takut gadapet gua daftar aja Vokasi IPB. Langsungggg ajaaa

DIPLOMA IPB
Gua gatau nih ya daya tampung dan peminat disini berapa, jadi ya gua daftar yang bener bener keinginan gua dan ga liat liat peluang. 1. Manajemen Industri (Yang gua gagal pas jalur rapot) 2. Manajemen Agribisnis 3.Teknik dan Manajemen Lingkungan. Gua belajar dari soal soal umpn dan smb Polban. Soalnya mirip mirip lah tapi bindonya itu lohhhhh susahh, ga menurut gua doang.Ini pengumumannya tanggal 14 Agustus. Dan again gua ga terlalu berharap becos kayanya jurusan yang gua pilih banyak peminatnya.

BACK TO UMPNJ
5 Agustus dari subuh ngerefresh mulu webpage nya pnj. jam 10:00 pengumuman. Alhamdulillah akhirnya ada yang keterima. Dapet di pilihan pertama Teknik Grafika. Padahal kemaren soalnya ya lumayan susah.. Daftar ulang 3 hari doang jadi gua cepet" ngurus berkas dan bayar ukt.

DIPLOMA IPB AGAIN
Gua sih ini udah ga berharap karena udah dapet pnj.. dan ini lama bgt pengumumannya. And today 14 Agustus, saya lulus di PILIHAN PERTAMA!! YANG DULU PAS JALUR RAPOR DITOLAK WOYYYY!! (Manajemen Industri) Tapi yaaa.... ga gua ambil soalnya udah bayar buat PNJ sedih bgt huhu..

Semoga gua bisa betah di PNJ jurusan Teknik Grafika yang tidak pernahku harapkan. Mungkin ya rejekinya disini? (Tapi gua masih mikirin ipb gmn ni) BUAT ADEK ADEKU SEMANGAT TERUSSS!!! IF YOU FAILED ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!!

Oh iya, tahun depan insha Allah gua mau coba STAN lagi, doa'in ya!!!
Kalo mau nanya nanya atau minta soal just dm di instagrammm - nabss.x

I Met Him Online

Okay, I guess the title of this post says it all, I met my boyfriend online. How you suppose? Well here's my story.

It was still early 2016, I had school break and I was literally dying of boredom at home. It was a rainy season so I could barely go hang out, and what does the typical teenager do? Yup. I decided to try omegle (A site to chat with strangers). I was curious at first, and I thought that it would be cool to have an online friend.

It was fun at first, I got some friends, but they were gone or have loosen interest in talking to me. And then there was this one guy who kept talking to me day after day after day continuously, which at first I wasn't quite interested in him but then we became great friends and kept on talking for months and so.

and GREAT HEAVENS GUESS WHAT? I started to have butterflies in my stomach every time he texts me, and I knew this was not a good idea because he lives about  hours away from me, and i'd hate to not see him everyday. The feeling just kills me.




But that feeling soon faded away, I don't care where he lived. I am in love with him and I can't help that feeling. He makes me smile, and how do you not love someone who can make you smile?

We both admitted that we really like each other, and we officially became together. So you probably could guess how eager i was to meet him, and did we get to meet? Yes we did, after 6 months of continuously skyping/texting each other we finally got to meet on 26th June.

It was minutes before we had met each other in real life, my heart was pounding out of my chest and I swear i could barely walk. My legs were shivering and I couldn't text properly. It was a some mixed emotion of happiness and fear all together.

And then I saw him......

And he saw me.....




gOD HE WAS SO PERFECT AND CUTE AND TALL AND ALL AMAZING THINGS I DIDN'T MENTION BY NAME. AND A ++ He was wearing a black hoodie which makes him 200% more cute, i'm a scientist and that is a fact and i just wanted to bite him. fuuuuuuuck i was in love.
I intended on running then jumping and give him a hug, but I couldn't cause my legs were shivering and I didn't know if this was reality or another dream. We walked towards each other gave a hug, and we kept on smiling.



It was indeed a magical day.

UPDATE: It's been 2 years and yes we are still together.

Places to visit while in UAE

UAE, United Arab Emirates. Located in the middle east which consists of 7 Cities. This is the most amazing and beautiful countries you'll ever visit. I had fun over here, so here are some places you must visit while in the Emirates.

1. Yas Waterworld (Abu Dhabi)
    Best most amazing water park iv'e been to in the Emirates, hell loads of amazing rides for family like those rafts that carry up to 6 people. Amazing right?This place has crazy and amazing rides, rides with smoke, light flashing and even holograms in it. My favorite ride has got to be Dawama (see pic below) This place is seriously so huge. If you love fun and scary rides, you should definitely, definitely give this place a visit.
http://yaswaterworld.com/en



2. Ski Dubai (Dubai obviously)
     Urmm.. what? Skiing? In the middle of the desert? Yes. We have those here. Located in Dubai Emirates mall, the worlds 3rd largest indoor ski slope, and yes you can play with penguins here.



3. Sheikh Zayed Grand Mosque (Abu Dhabi)
    This place is freakin' gorgeous its unbelievable. The area is so unique and clean, and the insides of the mosque are dazzling with beautiful ceilings and chandeliers.



4. Dubai Aquarium & Underwater zoo (Dubai)
    This, located in The Dubai Mall, this mall is literally so huge I don't know how many times iv'e went lost in there. Dubai Aquarium, is an underwater tunnel under a huge share and ray filled tank, plus a creepy crawly zone with snakes. This place is hands down beautiful.



5. Corniche (Abu Dhabi)
    This place is nice and has a calm feeling. The best time to visit this place is on mornings or evenings, specially in winter. This place brings back memories..ahhh all those days in winter with warm chocolate teehee..


6. Souk Madinat Jumeirah (Dubai)
    This place is literally so cool, it gives you a vintage feel of the Arabian World, and they have these cute little cafes or ice cream shops in various corners, that's cool right.



7. Emirates Palace (Abu Dhabi)
    The Emirates Palace is a luxury hotel, built as a landmark showcasing Arabian Culture, with its own 1.3 km of private beach and surrounded by 85 hectares of garden. This place is so huge, like duh. "palace", based on its luxury, it describes itself as going"beyond 7 star" being a palace instead of a hotel. 



8. Ferrari World (Abu Dhabi)
    This is the first Ferrari branded amusement park located in Yas Island, and the first largest indoor theme park in the world. The worlds fastest roller coaster "Formula 1" is even located here. Cool right?



9. Burj Khalifa (Dubai)
   This is the tallest buildings in the world, with over 200 floors.


 
10. Arabia's Wildlife Centre (Sharjah)
      It's a zoo but mostly the attractions are indoors, so you can birds flying all over you and there is this cool nocturnal section where everything is just so dark and the light focuses on the animals inside a glass.

Things I like in guys

Guys? What are they? The most dumb, most annoying and most heart-breaking creatures. God, I need 10 of them.

Why? Why? Why? Why do they exist? Why can't it have been some kind of Italian pasta that exists instead of guys. Yes they are annoying but god damn you'll love getting annoyed. Lmao. What.

So here's some stuff I like in guys *HINT HINT 

1. Tall Guys
     Okay, I don't know why 99.9% of girls like tall guys, but I don't know there is some kind of magical feeling when you stand next to a tall guy. Am I right? DUH I AM. So if your personality is a 10, you look hot and your what? Tall? Bruh where you at?

2. Guys Who Smell Great
     If your'e not that gorgeous looking kinda guy, but you smell great, that is a + + +

3. Guys who Play Sports
     C'mon. Don't tell me you wouldn't like a football player or a basketball player as your guy.

4. Guys in Black Shirts
     Something about guys in black shirts that make them more attractive. I literally swear a normal guy can go from a 0 to 110 if they wear a black shirt. It really enhances their masculinity.

5. Guys Who Double text
    Guys who double text to keep the conversation going. You have a special place in my roo.. heaven I mean heaven.

6. Happy and Funny Guys
    Who doesn't like a happy and humorous person? They make your whole day better and will give you a positive perspective about everything. They are just something okay.

7. When Guys Play with Babies
    THIS. IS. JUST. SO.CUTE. I swear when guys act all dumb and do that squeaky annoying voice while talking to a kid, that's it somebody call 911.

8. Guys who Annoy girls
    I mean annoy as in a "good" way, like teasing her or making faces at her.It might be a sign that he likes you, lol. I like those kinds of guys, you feel comfortable as hell with them

9. Adventurous 
    Guys who like to travel, hike, go for a morning run or experience new things are awesome.I mean am I right? It sounds better than just sitting at home watching Netflix while hugging a box of tissues.

10. Guys Who Are Themselves
      Yes, out of everything, guys who act like themselves are the best. You really get to know these kind of people. They don't act like someone else to get attention, because they are attention. BAM WHAT.

- Written by A Girl

OH WAIT, I would like to give a shoutout to my baby <3 <3
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I'm a total time waster.

Okay, first of all i'm not saying that i'm a lazy ass person (hope not), but sometimes i come to realize that i literally do nothing, other than doing "nothing". Get it? I just spend my days blankly staring at the computer screen doing what? I don't even know. Like all of the things I do at the moment are completely useless, like staring at facebook waiting for someone to say hi, photo shopping my ugly self to look prettier but than never works out so...



Even though I know how much time i'm wasting by doing nothing, that's what I still do, it's like I have no motivation. But thats it, today I come to realize that I should go do more things, things iv'e never done before, things iv'e been dying to try. Go on a hike or something, bake something new, paint on a huge canvas, go on a road trip, meet new people, learn something new. I mean maybe even try studying a bit, since i'm a sophomore iv'e got a few years left till college, i'm hoping a scholarship will come knocking at my door but NU-UH that's not gunna happen, by doing nothing.

We don't know and can't really predict when were going to die, so lets make the best of everyday while we live. Be better than what you were yesterday! Everyday is a new chance, don't just sit and be lifeless have experience, experience = amazing stories.

 

So basically, you should remember
You can't buy time,
You can't grow time,
You can't ask for more time,
You can only lose time.

Heres a little motivational vid ;))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UX2tefQHNmk

Studying in Indonesia

Okay, so i'm going to tell you this first. I used to study out of my country, lets keep that anonymus. I studied there for a long time and recently moved here in 10th grade. Okay, was kinda culture shock abit. I mean hey new things right?  So here they have elementery 1-6, Junior High 7-9, and Senior high school 10-12.

The first week as a 10th grader was okay..it was actually quite fun, my classmates were great and funny as hell seriously. No Jokes. I started liking it there week after week but you know..............

After about a month we get loads and loads and loads and did i say loads? loads of school work and homework to do. I mean not really hating on these, but dude there should be a limit. I wake up at 5 AM start studying at 6:30 and guess what time do I get back home? Yes. 4 or maybe later, and yet they still give a lot of work.

After a few more months, I kinda got used to the "homework 25/8" thing, but something i'm not used to is the curriculum. It's called the "2013" curriculum. In this, we, the students basically have to work more harder then the teacher.


So like the teacher just comes in class and gives us the stuff we need to learn, gives a brief opening of the topics, and yeah we gotta learn them BY OURSELVES like if we don't understand anything then, we should ask. So basically its like we learn and find out stuff from the internet, and do group discussions and blabla, oh look bell rings! Tecaher leaves and of course don't forget they will give alot of homework.


 The hardest subject to understand so far in this curriculum is math:) I mean you gotta really explain math dude. Don't just sit on the damn chair and explain to us like your'e reading a novel i can't do this im dumb and im turning dumber now wow thanks.

But oh well, what can I do? 2 more years till graduation. I hope everything will work out fine soon. Seriously. Im drowning. No hate or anything, I just think the older curriculum is better.